Merry Christmas!!

Light Up some smiles and may those smiles bring the glitter to fill our lives with delightment.
                  'Merry Christmas'.
Santa is on the way with ringing bells.May he visit each and every child this time.The children who believe in him may see his blessings magic first.
But why only Christmas,why not Santa due his gifts to every good work,Why not he appreciate each and every person who behave human.Let the Christmas be the Occasion to Celebrate daily.Let there be merrier songs,love seasons and Conspiracies of happiness everyday and everywhere.You know what this Christmas has brought for me,It has gifted me righteousness and tolerance.
Thank you Santa for visiting my Heart.Bells, ribbons, colours, cookies, gifts, love and Godliness all wishing celebrations and merrier days around.Let Goodness prevails and it would bring Peace and happiness in People's minds and hearts.I am praying for every child..........Belief and Believe are the words of the season.If one has belief in him,he will definitely listen to you.................

Some of the sher's of my Fav.Poet.............

खुदा ऐसे एहसास का नाम है
जो रहे सामने पर दिखाई न दे
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न जी भरके देखा न कुछ बात की
बड़ी आरज़ू थी उनसे मुलाकात की
कई सालों से कुछ खबर न थी उनकी
बड़ी आरज़ू थी उनसे मुलाकात की
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मोहब्बतों में दिखावे कि दोस्ती न मिला
अगर गले नहीं मिलता तो हाथ भी न मिला
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खुश रहे या उदास रहे
जिंदगी बस तेरे आस पास रहे
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पलकें भी चमक उठती है सोते में हमारी
इन आँखों को अभी किसी के ख्वाब छुपाने नहीं आते
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भला हम मिले तो भी क्या मिले
वही दूरियां वही फासले
न कभी हमारे कदम बढे
न कभी तुमने आवाज़ दी
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खुदा हमे कभी ऐसी खुदाई न दे
कि अपने सिवा कभी कुछ दिखाई न दे
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रफ्ता रफ्ता बुझ गए सारे चिराग
बस एक चेहरा झिलमिलाता रह गया
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सोये कहाँ थे,आँखों ने तकिये भिगोये थे
हम भी कभी किसी के लिए खूब रोये थे
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मुझे लगता है दिल खिंच कर चलो आता है हाथों पर
तुझे कुछ भी लिखूं तो मेरी उँगलियाँ ऐसी धड़कती है
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मैंने दो चार किताबें तो पढ़ी है पर
तुम जैसे तौर तरीके मुझे कम आते हैं
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उड़ने दो परिंदों को अभी आसमान में
फिर लौट कर बचपन के ज़माने नहीं आते
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मोतियों को छुपा लो सीपियों कि तरह
उन बेवफाओं को अपनी वफायें न दो
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आज हम सबके साथ खूब हसे
फिर देर तक उदास रहे
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उजाले अपनी यादों क हमारे साथ रहने दो
न जाने किस गली में जिंदगी कि शाम हो जाए
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मुसाफिर हैं हम भी मुसाफिर हो तुम भी
जाने किस मोड़ पर फिर मुलाकात होगी.........

Journey To Self

For her it was the desertment
She sounded in abondonment
She felt as if she was abased
and that her cowardness had raised
She was so abashed
her soul was thrashed
It appears as if her pain was intensifying
and deepening her aberacity
All around there were people ready to abet her
They could sunk her,threat her,wretch her and abject her
She knew it was tough to get their opinion change
and if she tried to do so,they considered her strange
She felt completely offended

But one defining day,Shining like a star in the sky high
She was desperate to make her's and the luck's tie
Today she wore herself,wooing above all
Made her mark,leaving the spark,took a dolphin jump,
Mintling like coins,heavening like an angel,deserving an unending applause
Blossoming like a rose
This was the time she adored herself
This was the time she found herself and today she sound herself!!

                        Clouds are expanding now
                        Giving me a high five
                        Whispering in my ears
                        Taking away all my fears
                        Hey thou dweller!just bless me with thoughts
                        Just give me the power of speech and wisdom
                        Lighten in me the flair
                        I know U are and u will be always Just and fair..............

'साहिल पे जो रुक गए ज़रा देर के लिए,आँखों से दिल में कितने समंदर उतर गए'

धीरे धीरे जैसे कुछ टूट रहा है
ऐसा लगता है जैसे अपना सब कुछ छूट रहा है
क्या पता कौन बदला है
तुम या वक़्त
आहटें  जैसे थम सी गयी है
न जाने क्या खुशबु थी उन पलों में
अब बस यही दुआ करतें है की
सिर्फ खुशियाँ उनके पास रहें
शायद मेरी आवाज़ कभी नहीं पहुंची उन तक
सोचा न था कि वो कभी नहीं पुकारेंगे
क्या जाने कौन बदला है
तुम या वक़्त
पर लगता है जैसे सब टूट रहा है
अपना सब कुछ छूट रहा है!

'हर तरह के शिकवे सह लेते हैं,जिंदगी बस यूँ ही जी लेते हैं,मिला लेते हैं हाथ जिनसे दोस्ती का हम,उन हाथों से फिर ज़हर भी पी लेते हैं'

                           Realizing the aim,
                           I know the journey is alone,dark and long
                           But To reach the destination
                           I have to walk again on my two legs
                           or die with some labelling loosing tags.
                           I will not let it become my habit
                           The future wont take care of itself......I will
                           I need a blessing but not in disguise
                           I know the directions are too many and the ways are too broad to opt for
                           If I want God to keep an eye on me,
                           I ought to embrace my duties and responsibilities.
                           Have to help myself alone.
                           The power wont achieve anything unless the will is borne.
                           I know I'm not lame
                           and I will walk on my two legs again!

Celebrations are around and its been the same going in my mind again.......What gift to buy for my brothers.......If I had a sister,its been easy to gift her something .......but now its time to explore the gifts for my brothers to tell them how therefore important they are to me.I know this bond cannot be described with gifts but who would make me understand that!

I Usually make it simple and always say them that they are so so special and precious that I could not find anything to ensure what they actually deserve.That's the back up line at times and if u say it emotionally,it works too!!!

Two gems of my life-Elder one first,
I have always connected with him.He probably knows me best.He motivates me,encourages me and criticize in a way that challenges me to think on that particular thing or situation.There is a special blend of humour that we share.To others we might look silly but such laughter is really a conversation between him and me.He is my confidant.Sometimes he acts as if he dont care at all and then I feel knocking him down when he teases me and makes faces of all kinds but I'm sure when I'll not be there,he would look out for me.Its always fun to have him around.He tries out to wipe away my fears.A great support actually.........His way of guiding me is fantastic,more of a friend which is actually appreciated by me but I will never tell him or praise him in front of him as you know how guys are.............And that too if you have two elder brothers,you could think of it ..........

Now sharing something of my other gem-My Eldest brother
He has always given me scope and freedom to think and to grow.He is my ideal.I connect with his taste of food,his kind of music,his emotional righteousness and his soft guidance which is never forceful.He is always considerate and trying to comfort me in every which way.He pampers me with the best presents in the world.Even if I dn't tell him,he knows what I need and brings that for me.His care is admirable and he is my sustainer.

I think I am lucky enough to get the best lot of brothers in the world.............and of course they are lucky enough to get my love!

Coming back to what gift I should buy for them...........Since boys are really focussed on the final product,I really have to brain out and heart out to plan something special.But this is true that....... for someone so special and lovable,I never do last minute purchases and I think I actually have something in mind to surprise them both.

See how much effort I do in getting the most appropriate gift for my perfect brothers!
Actually they have got everything since they got Me!!so they already have the best in the world they deserve and that is ..The bestest sister.........

Isn't It So!

In the infinity of life where I believe in a power far greater, which fills in much more to it each moment of every day………

U thank life for one thing and it brings in something more for u that day……..

Enduringly adoring someone has some grounds of crazyness. Today I got to know that my best friend was actually fond of me. My life sometimes becomes too complicated that I do not have any answer to it. But I was stunned as I never thought in that direction ever. He was always there hopping around and joking all the way, teasing me, fighting with me on small things, doing my homework and what not, but I never knew that if I won’t be there he would be still waiting to listen from me after 7 long years. It’s not simple to make a difference in people’s life and it’s difficult to believe that U hold such a beautiful place in someone’s heart as its easy to catch one’s eye but to catch one’s heart is a task but things change with time…seasons come and passes by…….

U know how school boys behave……..crushes every now and then and each day brings out some new adventure for them…and now when we will meet again he would definitely laugh and say

                         ‘‘Did My heart pulsed for you,……really,……It came to my mind today only,
                            Did I thought of u that time, it came to my mind today only.
                            It is difficult to gather all that old and it appears that I have really met u for the
                                                    first time today only
                            I dn’t remember anything and whatever u wrote I myself got to know today
                                                    only.’’

There’s always lots of confusions and doubts in adolescence. Our priorities and choices take a shape with maturity .Our grown up minds can take the decision of what we actually want.
I believe that it was just a story at his end , otherwise I would have known what’s there in the heart of my best buddy. I believe and I’m too sure that besides friendship there was nothing……

Someone appears as your own but when disappears it just becomes a dream.
Everytime I think of it, I pinch myself, Coz (IDBI)’I dnt believe its’ true.
If I think of it, there is nothing to win, nothing to lose but just the little blues!! So once in a while there always a tale to tell right in the middle of an ordinary life…..

Treasuring Unexpected.........

               These words are for my friends,I wish they would read my heart in these words..............

God has his own plans and what plans he had for me that beautiful day...I decided to come out of my niche and guess what I got something which I had lost back many years.I got my friends out there who were waiting to hold my hand..There was absolute charm,tremendous joy and thrill to talk to them after so many years......

Some people strike back to you and you realize how valuable they are to you and how much they matter for your happiness...Nobody prefer to hold their past.........

     Life's journey is long,time is less..........Nobody would return,the people went are really gone.
     Holding on the memories which have passed by,accept that which is now yours........the people who went
        are really gone!

On the contrary to this,it was really magical for me.It was fervently enthusiastic to get them and they have now become special in my present.A special bond is been developing with the unknown which I never expected.If that is friendship,I'm liking it! It has brought me lots of smiles.........and this time,I wont let time to take away my precious moments.....I would give my world to my people.

Something is getting so wonderful.I can relate with the unknown and it is enriching my school of thought.Its just amazing that when the unknown says something,it goes straight into ur heart and there comes a spark and flair.May be I'm taking it as well thinking it too seriously and the other side is so casual about it but it is really special with each passing day so my merry heart wants to sing for that.

               Its not necessary that I write or say everything,Its not necessary that ur eyes would also search me
               the same way.Despite the silence or the miles,the distance between the hearts is not necessary.........

These unexpected treasures of friendship would stay near to my heart today and always.