“Confusion”

Lots of question marks with no answers in our lives,

No results from ‘GOOGLE’, ends up in confusing hives.

I stay in this state most of the times…………

                                          The state of ‘confusion’.

Facts Vs. Desires, ask me how I would get out of these wires.

Unsurity or uncertainty, takes away all the vanity.

Is this better or that, To select or to reject

Shaky decisions create no vision.

When have to decide for others and not for your own,

In this situation my confusion has always grown.

Most Important, when knowledge lacks, confusion drags.

To stand out or to follow the system,

Real confusion ‘Being a girl’ is to follow her heart.

Socially or morally, she ought to act winsome

‘Wanna do’ or ‘Should do’ is always in her contradiction chart.

Today’s girl as they say-

‘Traditional girl with modern outlook’

Now what’s the limit of modernity, brings the real confusion.

‘Emotional but needs to be practical’

Now what’s the limit of being decisive or ‘real’?

Eat this or Eat that

Sit like this or sit like that

Walk like this or walk like that

‘Being Pregnant’ is the phase of real confusion.

So many advices and to finally decide where to throw the dices.

Future is unknown and hence it’s the biggest Confusing zone.

Exploring this zone is fun but with so many illusions & delusions

What remain back are lots of “confusions”.

Merry Christmas!!

Light Up some smiles and may those smiles bring the glitter to fill our lives with delightment.
                  'Merry Christmas'.
Santa is on the way with ringing bells.May he visit each and every child this time.The children who believe in him may see his blessings magic first.
But why only Christmas,why not Santa due his gifts to every good work,Why not he appreciate each and every person who behave human.Let the Christmas be the Occasion to Celebrate daily.Let there be merrier songs,love seasons and Conspiracies of happiness everyday and everywhere.You know what this Christmas has brought for me,It has gifted me righteousness and tolerance.
Thank you Santa for visiting my Heart.Bells, ribbons, colours, cookies, gifts, love and Godliness all wishing celebrations and merrier days around.Let Goodness prevails and it would bring Peace and happiness in People's minds and hearts.I am praying for every child..........Belief and Believe are the words of the season.If one has belief in him,he will definitely listen to you.................

Some of the sher's of my Fav.Poet.............

खुदा ऐसे एहसास का नाम है
जो रहे सामने पर दिखाई न दे
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न जी भरके देखा न कुछ बात की
बड़ी आरज़ू थी उनसे मुलाकात की
कई सालों से कुछ खबर न थी उनकी
बड़ी आरज़ू थी उनसे मुलाकात की
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मोहब्बतों में दिखावे कि दोस्ती न मिला
अगर गले नहीं मिलता तो हाथ भी न मिला
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खुश रहे या उदास रहे
जिंदगी बस तेरे आस पास रहे
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पलकें भी चमक उठती है सोते में हमारी
इन आँखों को अभी किसी के ख्वाब छुपाने नहीं आते
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भला हम मिले तो भी क्या मिले
वही दूरियां वही फासले
न कभी हमारे कदम बढे
न कभी तुमने आवाज़ दी
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खुदा हमे कभी ऐसी खुदाई न दे
कि अपने सिवा कभी कुछ दिखाई न दे
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रफ्ता रफ्ता बुझ गए सारे चिराग
बस एक चेहरा झिलमिलाता रह गया
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सोये कहाँ थे,आँखों ने तकिये भिगोये थे
हम भी कभी किसी के लिए खूब रोये थे
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मुझे लगता है दिल खिंच कर चलो आता है हाथों पर
तुझे कुछ भी लिखूं तो मेरी उँगलियाँ ऐसी धड़कती है
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मैंने दो चार किताबें तो पढ़ी है पर
तुम जैसे तौर तरीके मुझे कम आते हैं
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उड़ने दो परिंदों को अभी आसमान में
फिर लौट कर बचपन के ज़माने नहीं आते
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मोतियों को छुपा लो सीपियों कि तरह
उन बेवफाओं को अपनी वफायें न दो
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आज हम सबके साथ खूब हसे
फिर देर तक उदास रहे
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उजाले अपनी यादों क हमारे साथ रहने दो
न जाने किस गली में जिंदगी कि शाम हो जाए
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मुसाफिर हैं हम भी मुसाफिर हो तुम भी
जाने किस मोड़ पर फिर मुलाकात होगी.........

Journey To Self

For her it was the desertment
She sounded in abondonment
She felt as if she was abased
and that her cowardness had raised
She was so abashed
her soul was thrashed
It appears as if her pain was intensifying
and deepening her aberacity
All around there were people ready to abet her
They could sunk her,threat her,wretch her and abject her
She knew it was tough to get their opinion change
and if she tried to do so,they considered her strange
She felt completely offended

But one defining day,Shining like a star in the sky high
She was desperate to make her's and the luck's tie
Today she wore herself,wooing above all
Made her mark,leaving the spark,took a dolphin jump,
Mintling like coins,heavening like an angel,deserving an unending applause
Blossoming like a rose
This was the time she adored herself
This was the time she found herself and today she sound herself!!

                        Clouds are expanding now
                        Giving me a high five
                        Whispering in my ears
                        Taking away all my fears
                        Hey thou dweller!just bless me with thoughts
                        Just give me the power of speech and wisdom
                        Lighten in me the flair
                        I know U are and u will be always Just and fair..............

'साहिल पे जो रुक गए ज़रा देर के लिए,आँखों से दिल में कितने समंदर उतर गए'

धीरे धीरे जैसे कुछ टूट रहा है
ऐसा लगता है जैसे अपना सब कुछ छूट रहा है
क्या पता कौन बदला है
तुम या वक़्त
आहटें  जैसे थम सी गयी है
न जाने क्या खुशबु थी उन पलों में
अब बस यही दुआ करतें है की
सिर्फ खुशियाँ उनके पास रहें
शायद मेरी आवाज़ कभी नहीं पहुंची उन तक
सोचा न था कि वो कभी नहीं पुकारेंगे
क्या जाने कौन बदला है
तुम या वक़्त
पर लगता है जैसे सब टूट रहा है
अपना सब कुछ छूट रहा है!

'हर तरह के शिकवे सह लेते हैं,जिंदगी बस यूँ ही जी लेते हैं,मिला लेते हैं हाथ जिनसे दोस्ती का हम,उन हाथों से फिर ज़हर भी पी लेते हैं'

                           Realizing the aim,
                           I know the journey is alone,dark and long
                           But To reach the destination
                           I have to walk again on my two legs
                           or die with some labelling loosing tags.
                           I will not let it become my habit
                           The future wont take care of itself......I will
                           I need a blessing but not in disguise
                           I know the directions are too many and the ways are too broad to opt for
                           If I want God to keep an eye on me,
                           I ought to embrace my duties and responsibilities.
                           Have to help myself alone.
                           The power wont achieve anything unless the will is borne.
                           I know I'm not lame
                           and I will walk on my two legs again!